No typo, no two. 1 happened tuesday. 2 is the mystery bridge. don’t look for it, it already happened.

I’m #emodead again.

Sowing the Seeds of Love at DBF

ACCEPTED I am HEY! you might not believe me.

Creativity sells, my old crap smells, and besides the easy scandal hell,

well?

I’m not here for that.

A Line of Defenselessness doesn’t need ALL CAPS. nor…clothes. uh-oh for you is life or death for me. #emodead prepped me. I’m at the corners of sexual peace and valley way pointing 2 YOUR non-fury secret OTHER THING about my #emodead book.

karma’s a bitch

my humiliation is WHAM against the wooden signpost as your QUICK SHARP turn in my road of fury…I am going first. He will hate I did that. He will get over it. Not a pretty boy-girl beer poet look IN THE COLLECTIVE Fury of Cornell WAFTING IN THE OLD SWEET MELISSA’S STAIRCASE wings. Sow someone whisper seeds of love in the wounded fisher craft beer kings day starch collar?

whisper…

patience. STEADY. she’s coming ~

What I am trying to state? I took my clothes off for money. You have a pub book of newly HELLO mystery alure. That’s a road of hell for someone else. Sow and walk quietly ~ we might wind up creating strange miracles!

Yes, my indie actions OUTSIDE of Decatur Book Festival is not a cry for attention, it is YOUR TURN IN FURY ROAD. women are either brave for coming out with ZERO NEED NOR OAR ATTENTION for legal matters. to give FURY 3 AS MY THIRD TIT OF THE HEART, WHAT THIS BLOG IS MOVING TO AS OF NOW~! civic leader you don’t want? that’s me, Civic NUDY. no more info today…self-deadline for every Friday and this one was tough!

I’M SORRY, DECATUR! SORRY YOU HAVE TO FIND OUT THIS WAY I’m your new wave avant-garde health tent waitress, Miss Scorched Peaches. that’s mystery insignia for SEX! I’ll give you the Scorched Peaches pin-up girl PENITENT OPTIMISM health poster AS MY PENANCE and I promise not to go to Empire until we are both ready !

Communication ~ my only emo*hops function. Spontaneous yeast constantly interrupting…

you might find it QUITE unusual that this is my turn in fury road. I’ve shocked myself. Out of concern for ONE THING ~ future children. make it too hard out of pride, and all sincere effort OTHERWISE WAITING NOTWITHSTANDING, WELL …….y’all don’t know how scared y’all are. how can I blame you?

for I lived among you ~!!! a mouthy yank!

blog photos CHOSEN to fit the high gravitas of cleaning up disgrace. I’m not rebranding…because I’m NOT a brand. I give warnings.

I Warn You — my warns privileges are considered DANGER as epic, not as in false epic of eating corn chips in a commercial. This is not my fantasy, this is my penance (outward humiliation to disarm you from the overall violence) and I don’t expect anything.

Workhorse, wild angel, wounded mare, wounded filly ~ barn LOCKOUT. I #emodied out there. This is neither pity nor grandious gross ~ this is high public health art High Tart. (I don’t know what else to call it and keep you PROTECTED. go with it?)

I call it NUDY. you’ve made it clear you want nothing to do with that…yet.

So try rugby try again, I hope to score as Waitress of Boi, your invisible service watch dog. Not putting my clothes back on. Even though then I would “win” women would “win” even women caught up in his arrogance we would WIN and he would LOSE. a lot of us want him to lose.

i did too. it lasted six months.

with zero help on your side, i left his BIG BIG. he’s just that kind of man. and if HE’S not careful HE will fall on his own. I won’t catch him. I won’t push.

I’ll nudy blog the pain away

to get me out of it. could I? I want to reach out and GUESS…what does a work woman home or other always MOTHER WHAT MIGHT YOU NEED from elegant strange smelling me? maybe ability to TOLERATE HIGH SHAME as a working secretly for women woman? i’m not going to repeat this. I’m GOOD with that role, so I’m giving it. What I received FROM him is clear, accurate, and paradoxical TRUTH: sexual assault. deal with it or don’t, I’ll be coming forward all the same…

your OWN set of hard feelings are par for a community course…I’m done streaking unprodigious, ready 2 witness. gracious! MAY I HAVE A WITNESS?

send a music writing poet or Jeff Clark.

I have ZERO pro privileges at the gate. I receive them all to go NUDY. once my fury with FURY ROAD ITSELF moves offline onto Affection Road, men in Decatur will gift 2 come receiving my fury. What else is there to say?

I show my body online. High Tart ain’t deserving 4 women who cover 4men. so don’t shut me out forever, women! my peace friend in his pub who is neither Archangel Mikey nor Houseboat CAPTAIN/and his grill cook dog Original Babe…

Oh No Again

I’m willing to throw myself in emo*traffic for ALL MOTHERS ALL DECATUR ALL TIME FOREVER. Let’s 86-old-MJ to say, yeah, Wow, did I freak you out.

I saw you freak out. then I saw you not catch me. It was scary. I don’t deserve that again, okay? Can we be peace friends? I’m exhausted. Can’t really keep asking. Sowing the truth out ~ I became a whore, so what? Sow in the fields again as strange Aquarian and Commanda R. my life role. Sex & Spirit & Sphinx in key of siddhic oar embarrassment ecstasy ~ I’m over the shame of it. You be too? my peace friend – he’s a different subject, don’t let him hog our booth 2 mic. vintage 1997 put on some Jonathan Richman.

–MJA draft manifesta section: drama map — her giving a peace speech on the corner of Church and Ponce, pointing passionately WEST

And instead of support, belief, and love, I was shunned and ousted AGAIN.

I’m clear ladies…no means no every time. This my last week “freed guest” before I organize. Without you, my sad. What do I mean> Scorched Peaches sexual consent art project as my OWN restorative justice gift & amends should I walk out alone April 21 for the FREED JOYOUSNESS of it ~

sexual peace organizer, that’s me COUNT ON IT.

Have you noticed? I eat academic length contemplations of my sexual assault trauma for breakfast JUST LIKE YOU. If I train, I can stage catch. help me help catch you! because fighting as women is NOT prodigious nor productive! Somebody take CORRECT PITY on what I can’t get out of alone AND LISTEN TO ME, DON’T ASSUME OR BE EMO*DISCORDANT THUS EMO*DEAF.

BACK ME.

secretly. that’s fine! JUST DON’T DM SLIDE, MY BOUNDARY MEET IT DON’T CROSS IT ENTER INTENTIONALLY…

I have razor thin secret NUDY-relations all over town in anticipation of ME PRANCE NUDY. I hope the science crowd wants to come out for it. I’m planning on mid October with SOFT HEART ROLL OUT. no more books! only NUDY dancing!

Decatur? i don’t know. I DO know what happened. I am an empowered woman. furious. excellent writer as #emodead daughter caring for her own wound alone with no resentment. only insight: “the dog ate my email, MJA” sow and come receive sowed love from me…I’m here to receive too.

ahhhh, how to end this? I suppose Know Tart Tuesday Supper Scorch Club for Decatur until you’re ready? Guess I’ll hide out in the freed NUDY open and see who lands…as if I have any say over it…I wonder if I do!?

My true scorched peaches purpose ~

this blog post is to re-announce the tender decision to go avant-garde public with a shame-contained butt we’ll need High Tart help for my 36-page chapbook Scorched Peaches.

I’ll write about this again…how I danced down deadly shame that I don’t want you to carry in secret (here goes) via poetry namely ~ I was a sex AND worker while writing my pub book. Research and marketing and pro-indie publishing paid by hand jobs. It’s over the top with my top over and off, and that’s a pub topic! of third place discernment! good luck with my Oar, boys!

oh, so you have a NUDY brick store oar, hun. how does one acquire such a rare bird. for we are in need of a NUDY too.

–RANDOM BRICK STORE PUB PATRON OF LOCAL ESTEEM SWEATING UR PRIVATES CLUB, NO SIGNUPS REQUIRED, ALL SLIPUPS WELCOME

Okay, it took a long blog minute to arrive.

Why am I writing all this?

BECAUSE NONLINEAR IS THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THIS DAY. I’d rather you see me blog cry in absurdity then not see me cry at all. Danger: the crisis line is 9-8-8. I promise I’m okay. Just in shock. That I’m still going through with it.

Are you unaware I self-published local darling of a homage Love at the Pub becoming #1 because secret turd BECAUSE OF EXCELLENT SUBJECT? Your ignorance is lifted.

My utter disgrace of A SPECIFIC ACT — HITTING PUBLISH ON THAT GOSH DARN book has brought me alone to a mental edge dangerous for the last time. It was HARD to blog today for WHAT IS painful secret for many of us. Decatur Book Fest!!!! Decatur needs straight info from me. I don’t have it. So if I’m the fool, then who are you? Behind the scenes angel all things considered is both profane AND true. Claim me 2 discredit ME. throw scorched dirt

because…

In the end, it’s just a lousy book.

Sow seeds of Know Love instead of all my OLD pathetic Ness! make peace cranes with my book if you have one. peace cranes not protests. getting my battered psyche out of dodge and back into ford is secret shame valiant effort! don’t be afraid I’m celebrating, you have NO IDEA what’s goin’ on!

So in true scorched peaches WANT TO KNOW how to fashion moldy fruit as print…families for whom I worked? all bosses? plus the first date with a man I had in Decatur? um. one last time for secret shame contained like wild animal …breathe! HIGH TART ART isn’t what I say, it’s what YOU NEED 2 gossip over coffee, brunch, wine…try it out.

so one of our authors quit to become a wild filly named NUDY?

Sounds avant-garde glorious. Femme face saving. And so she did.

And because of new purpose, I quit.

I quit being your freak with no love.

love doesn’t quit

U quit no love 2???

ew~!

(peace crane OUT!!!!!)

eeewww throw it out or peace crane it

peace crane ONE of my book pages then keep the rest or become creative, nonviolent, and environmental. be your peace communities brave enough to send a blog reader over hear, yeah, send #queerpeace then you become peace friend in Mary Jane MNHN ~ not an easy on her back story. not one I go into until next #VDAY. except? I dropped an A intentionally from MHAN to become MJA. please put that A on there, as old MJ is being 86’d. Ok?

because…

…I sacrificed my easy feminist life a la persecuting a man emotionally for the rest of his sadness to DO WHAT YOU HATE — go Mardi Gras maiden at 54 and show my penitent optimism through you seeing my NUDY tits.

I’m out of band and width. because…

You won’t let me be NUDY. You’ll only let me be the slut with no rights. So instead of AMPING UP THE EASY WIN FOR STATUS AND MONEY I’m going New Neighborhood Modern Lovers. Those who hear discern MY LOVE.

this means you DON’T BELIEVE ME that I said NO and that I am ALLOWED TO SAY NO and that means a sex AND worker potential miracle win is waiting in the wings until feminists forgive me, any part of old MJ aka Waitress of Boi 5 times rolling silver in 30030. NOT POPULAR TO SAY butt it matters knot ~

FOR I AM KICKING HIS ASS ALONG WITH ALL OF DECATUR IF YOU DO NOT HEED MY WARNING — WAR IS HERE, NOT COMING. WE NEED ALL WILLING DECATURITES TO TURN MY BOOK INTO PEACE CRANES AND BE CEREMONIAL BURIAL ON APRIL 21, 2026 ALONG WITH MY NOT FAKE, JUST SICK SICK SICK, IRISH CATHOLIC PHILLY UGH WAYS. REVOKED THAT GUILT. MY STRANGE. I CALL IT NUDY. MIRACULOUS. BEYOND WHAT WE KNOW. MYSTERY ART. FROM A PENITENT OPTIMISM SECRET SCORCHED PEACH TART/don’t we need one of those SEEMS TO MAKE SENSE 2ME. DON’T FEAR ME, MEET ME ON A nude GERMAN BEACH EMO*DIPLOMACY CALLED future CALLED NUDY ~ ALL WELCOME

Mystical Peaches starts Sunday, check Twitter/FB Peace General and I’ll always welcome you. Kindness for you does not negate the need to obliterate an emo*disease you all have in your hand ~ that book! throw it out!

Since powers that DON’T BE 4 WOMEN WITH TWO DECADE OLD ASSAULTS COMING TO LIGHT until future, well I forgive them. I was given a harsh script of “assault” and “victim” and “we can’t serve you, survivor“ except call a hotline. decent advice. I regret I didn’t. Risky not to…

RAINN SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE

800-656-4673

TEXT HOPE 64673

thank you to those women. me? who needs another hot screeching memoir to get women out of hot water by threat of embarrassing a man?

why is it a threat instead of educational wakeup time? who is saying this>

no one. BECAUSE MEN, WE’RE way passed embarrassed! Cornell, France, India, pay attention! my absurdity is here to assist and lift, not to wanton shift out of clothes to perpetuate your fantasy of me no emo*fit!

listen!

I do CARE; I know. precisely why this was assault. I’m turning him INTO HYMNSELF with my strange, caring, county and countrywide NUDY as my display of honest repentance. I was always meant to work with my top off.

No thank you, feminists. I’m fine.

I’m becoming femini at nite Waitress of Boi morning service (brunch) ~ give me time to get set up. wild in here. what a strange cool tent!

Last hello: this communication ~ MY carrion tanned hide of embarrassment scorched peaches! if you don’t understand, do you need to? just….thanks for peace craning my old book OUT! my way 2 make peace with the women!

this post composed to led zeppelin, mothership (remastered) ~ music, the easy way in TO THIS HERE BOI butt not easy to love ego survive, #emodie with me ~ love always no matter now not funn butt hard…your new mja hidden waitress of boi til you let me out otherwise

(((A)))